The Monday I returned to work, I started calling for test results first thing in the morning. Because not everything revolves around me, I found myself leaving messages and pleading with front desk staff explaining that I needed the results in time for a 8 am appointment on Tuesday with my doctor.
Finally I got through. The counselor said to me, “When I left you a message saying your results were ready, I tried to imply that the results were good. I hope you could tell that.” Um, not so much. But the results were good! I tested negative for BRCA1 and BRCA2 and it was like an immediate weight lifted off my shoulders.
Although my results don’t really affect my extended family too much – they would have to get their own tests done – I did share everything I learned. It was fascinating to me that I could get a test, 100% covered by my insurance, that gave me such valuable information. I’m not sure if I’d be as enthusiastic had I tested positive because it would have other ramifications in terms of my likelihood of being diagnosed with breast cancer, but for now, the information just feels like great power.
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